| fuck this day. |
[Feb. 8th, 2008|02:29 pm] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
i woke up with tears rolling down my face.
and i could feel it in my bones that it wouldn't
be a good day today.i had terrible sleep last night.
i had nightmares.and when i woke up my face was
wet(NOT THAT WET) but filled with tears.i fucking miss my
clique and especially Her.everything is different now.
im recovering from my sickness but it makes no diff
weather im dying or not dying.my heart still aches like
how a fat boy hasnt been eating his favourite cake.
sigh.i sat on the toilet bowl and i thought to myself,
whats done cannot be undone,But how freaky it would if
you could go back to the past and try to make things perfect again!
but its not gonna happen anyway.so stop dreaming Janelle. |
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| kickass. |
[Feb. 7th, 2008|10:29 am] |
| [ | My Mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought just stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, and I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not pledge a solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me.
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Happy cina new year. |
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